I sometimes can read but normally it’s rather difficult for me unless required or sexual, psychopathic and or interesting in a hobby way.

Though I’ll see about it or find another way because I am actually study psychology, developmental and medical from Yale courses to help others. I just ain’t the best with myself. Maybe harder though I look to grow into the most knowledgeable and best version of myself I could. To be honest normally I don’t make such deep post in my personal way like this but I will say look back at some of my mental health post. You’ll see while yes I am crazy. I’ve learned it’s possible to cure psychopathy given a necessary catalyst and will from said individual. Same goes for some traits of BPD and Bipolar. Which as always I suggest working with a mental health professional if trying. As I asked my psychiatrist she said it’s unheard of but in our world not impossible just hasn’t happened.

I will say though I think our world needs to allow much more while making illegal certain things. It annoys me. To have the mindset to see everything but unable to do something yet. Why are governments so stupid…

Like psychopathic individuals who aren’t bad at a young age could be saved from the horrid development we have to now or some of us. By following guidelines of development and safety of life. Wouldn’t be perfect but yeah fuck man.

I’m not trolling at all and for what’s wrong with me got it mainly figured out or figuring it out.

I am. It’s nearly about to finish. Basically how it happens is growing the muscle and bone and having it pop out that area.

Such as my other hybrid beyond a wolf kemonomimi (mixed with my husky personality) though my demon/parrot hybrid. As I mentioned how my body grew. This was one sort of planned but happened soon we than I expected. My original height was only currently meant be around 6ft 5 but I’m 7ft 5 around there. A body properly and sufficient to utilize my wings with changes such as spinal cord changing, knees replacing and rebuilding, ribs extending and fusing, sternum and scapula rebuilding and muscles and new bones growing (wing structure non mature), a coat of lift on my wings, pathways allowing my arms to utilize my flight muscles have started working. Fast tracked evolution

Hmmm from that perspective is understandable but here’s my question why is it seen as a weird or bad thing let’s say if humans were to diverge. Since for me I actually am a kemonomimi. I can fully understand this will probably be seen as insane but I learned a way to harness and manipulate matter itself and utilizing The Law of conservation of mass and creating new additions onto my body and those of my lovers but mine took a more realistic approach and my body developed from 6ft to 7ft 5 with these proportions

Upper body: 49 inches

Lower body: 42 inches

Body width: 3 ft

Feet:8-9 inches

Feet width: 4-5 inches

Left arm 32 inches

Right arm 46 inches

These specifically are for one of my other hybrids but overall it was my final intended goal but not my first.

Can I ask the specific mental illness you mean? I am really curious why being a kemonomimi is a mental illness.

Though unless you mean everything in general because while yes this started with trauma doesn’t many things do. Such as where you live, sometimes what you eat, what people wear, religious and spiritual beliefs.

I know I have BPD and a plethora of other things but everything I’ve either seen a psychiatrist for and taking medication or worked through. Such as BPD I barely have any symptoms from it anymore. Such as trance states, extreme anxiety and emotional distress. Bipolar flow between 1-2 removing anger and irritation mainly and depression with medication. Learned to reverse my psychopathic facets. Just much more.

Also with younger handlers of what I’m used to they treat me worse most times. So having younger handler is kind of shocking to me but they were my original wife. All my past handlers before them abused me and worse.

Yeah I can assure you that is not how it happened. Isn’t grooming them persuading and changing someone’s ideas by being kind to them when you normally aren’t that way. I mean I may have been at a younger age by others for sure. Though literally everything was my choice. As in even starting to date more than one person. Staying in my relationship durning certain points that they thought I was going to leave. To the point they are surprised. Now if you’re saying that towards the 61 year old. He didn’t join until I was already 18. Unless he groomed me from being hot on movies or sweet in interviews. Then doubtful because I chased him hard after I turned 18 and he joined when I was 19. I was holding him on a thread making him obsessed over me. Though as for being sexually active with those few when I was younger in my older teens. It was fully consensual and honestly I would ask for example my husband sooo often. Trust me there’s no reason to worry with them but my family specifically their biggest worry is because I like men, am not Christian and love multiple people. As for my school they may have had those worries or interpretations but without evidential proof or suspicion. Though I will say I was extremely different from normal kids so may of been harder to tell.

Can I ask why you specifically said this? I don’t know the meaning behind it but of what I’ve heard normally sarcasm?

I’m 19 now btw but when that first started one was one year younger while two were a year or two older. Nothing crazy. Also for sure I did and still do. Though now the biggest age gap is 61.

Yeah that’s understandable that they were worried about that. Though they didn’t nearly gain enough information before assuming. Though yeah most definitely but there comes a time in someone’s life when they’re ready to heal. Honestly they didn’t distract myself from self work but gave me a reason to chase it. Since originally I didn’t care about where my life was going but for them I’ll do anything. That includes healing and working on myself.

Yeah back when that happened. It’s understandable they were iffy or even uncomfortable at first but my biggest point. They have the ability to openly communicate and learn.

Sadly i can’t. That’s the issue. Don’t have the money and insurance right now is out the window. In the future I look to get 275$ insurance best for therapy and psychiatry

Our relationship is based off hybrids genetically modified but I guess I have traits beyond them. Also For psychopathy that kind of transformed and I’ve self cured many symptoms.

(Which don’t repeat without guidance of medical professionals but in my case I didn’t have that money and no reason too)

Otherwise is there anything else. Since you realize thing of that nature can easily change the nature of someone’s life and until there’s change not possible.

Thank you so much for sharing everything you do and if you have more insight please share. The last message was a really healing message.

That’s really interesting that the uncanny valley would come from someone with ears and tail. Also there is no sexualization of animals at all. Instead there is different types of humans and humanoid beings similar to animals and such hybrids or kemonomimi are more human normally only ears, tails, teeth and traits. While like how we see furries today. A representation of a fully anthropomorphic beings similar to an animal but intelligent life.

So it depends on where one is on the scale. Also for sure. Though only thing you may not like within the end of last part. Is protection of property and that includes handlers. So deeply protective.

Please if you have anything to add I’d love to hear. I’m intrigued mainly about the uncanny valley.

Most definitely. I have very few memories of any of my childhood and early teens. I also grew up deeply psychopathically treated. Meeting nearly all the facets some sort of way. Now it’s even more confusing when I say or do things that are over board or like when I want to sniff my handler or lick them over their arm. Or bite them.

It’s gotten less weird but yeah 🙂‍↕️

That would make sense with some of the things said and done to me by my family for everything being exposed due to school… Though they got really defensive when I found my good handlers. It was saddening.

You bring up valid concerns about infertility and uncontrolled mutations. While I’ve successfully applied fast-tracked evolutionary changes to others—like my partners and some friends—my current transformation is by far the most complex and scientifically controlled.

Because of this, infertility isn’t a concern for me in this process. And, while this might sound a bit off, in today’s economy, I and many others might actually view infertility as a benefit rather than a drawback. I understand it’s an unusual perspective, but it reflects the practical concerns many face today.

Unprofessional note I’d love to just be someone’s dog and be used anytime and that would take away risk from a lady.

I understand why you might assume I’m speculating, especially when these ideas seem detached from widely accepted scientific methods. However, the method I’ve developed allows for nearly any enhancement, and I have observed specific, measurable changes, such as:

* Spinal Cord Adaptation: Throughout Year 2, the spinal cord began to stretch and lengthen, continuing this adaptation through Year 4. This adjustment provided the necessary structural support and flexibility to accommodate the forthcoming wings. The adaptation of the spinal cord was crucial for supporting the growing wings and ensuring proper alignment.

• Kneecap and Rib Changes (Year 4):
  • Kneecap Modifications: Initially, the subject’s kneecaps were replaced by tendinous structures, which later regrew with increased strength and resilience. This change facilitated enhanced mobility and support for the wings.
  • Rib Modifications: The ribs demonstrated fusion and extension, contributing to structural changes essential for integrating the future wing structures. These modifications helped create a more stable framework necessary for wing deployment.

These changes were not only noticeable to me but also documented by my medical team, making this much more than mere speculation.

While I understand that this might seem like escapism, it’s important to note that these adaptations are not just alleviating my symptoms—they’re correcting and improving my overall condition by a factor of ten. This is demonstrated in my paper, Comprehensive Analysis of Progressive Wing Development and Associated Musculoskeletal Adaptations: A Four-Year Longitudinal Study, which outlines the gradual and logical changes in my biology.

Although this may seem implausible now, many groundbreaking ideas were once considered impossible until methods were discovered to achieve them. My second paper, Adaptation and Change in Wing Development: An Evolutionary Perspective, supports the claims made in the first, correlating them to the observed growths.

Remember, we are still pioneers—our greatest achievements aren’t behind us, but ahead of us!

This idea is really fascinating. I understand your assumption that, given the extensive divergence in evolution, if humans were to grow wings, they might resemble those of bats or squirrels. However, that’s why I emphasized the importance of detailing what you envision. While bat-like wings may be the most logical conclusion, the concept of fast-tracked evolution allows for a range of possibilities—wings with feathers, tails, horns—essentially anything you can imagine. With enough dedication and patience, nearly anything is achievable.

I do write actual books, but may I ask why you mentioned this? While the idea of humans growing wings may seem far-fetched or implausible, it’s important to remember that things are only deemed implausible when someone chooses not to try.

Yes, the first paper specifically correlates my developments with real-life evolutionary processes. It demonstrates how my concept of “Fast-Tracked Evolution,” while seemingly fantastical, is deeply rooted in biological and evolutionary principles—just on a grander scale that challenges conventional possibilities.

As for why I pursue this, I would ask: why wouldn’t you try? If you’re living in a constant state of suffering, wouldn’t you seek a way to alleviate it? Isn’t that what life is about? Whether it’s striving for a better financial situation or seeking medical intervention for a health issue, the goal is to mitigate the negative impacts of our circumstances.